Resistance is tricky.
Resistance can show up as simple procrastination. But it can also show up as fear of failure or fear of success. (The latter, believe it or not, is equally paralyzing.)
I’ve spent a lifetime trying to understand my own resistance.
In order to create I listen closely to my heart, soul, and intuition. I need to know if my resistance to something is based in fear or not. I want to understand if it’s a resistance I should push past, or if it’s a sign that I need to pause and listen and adjust.
Because, let’s be honest, sometimes I’m just being a chicken. But other times, something can actually be out of alignment.
Like I said, resistance is tricky.
What’s on the other side of resistance, however, is really quite beautiful. When you move past your fears or if you listen to resistance and things fall into alignment, lots of cool stuff takes shape.
Last night, after a long and relatively weird day, some things finally clicked for me. When something finally clicks, there’s so much peace of mind and sweet relief. It’s incredible.
It’s like a really satisfying knuckle crack. (But please don’t tell my mom that; she’d scold me for cracking my knuckles.)
So, what finally clicked?
For a few years, I’ve been not-so-secretly working on a new documentary. If we’ve chatted in person recently, you probably asked and I probably told you about it. But I haven’t really shared a lot of details online because I was lacking some clarity on the project.
Right now, I don’t want to go into more details than that. But if you sign up for my free monthly email updates, you’ll enjoy more behind-the-scenes details (that I don’t share here on the blog). It’s a much more intimate setting.
In the meantime, keep your fingers crossed for me. This new clarity means a lot of hard work ahead, and I will need all of the encouragement you’ve got to offer. Seriously, use the comments to ask questions or share a kind word. I’d be so grateful!